"THEATER CASTALIA: The playing man - the Magic World and the Divine Environment " project "LONE VOICE OF A MAN" "SERVING THE WORD - RUSSIAN LOGOS"
AIGI "FIELDS ENTER THE DOOR"
Human Life there is a gift and superhuman Will endowing with Meaning everything around and the more of this Man-made Meaning contrary to the seeming obvious pointlessness meaninglessness the occasional celebration all around a person the life of a person more similar on Human Life as if creating it The Creator said to the created in your likeness for forms that are not like him in the process of creation were exhausted fantasy has run dry creativity ended it always happens when all forms when fantasy runs dry creative being in this Void does the same to himself equal to myself against my will besides any idea he does because it cannot stop can't help but do but there is nothing more to say all nothing more to say did did so so and so and everything is there but something important is missing and then against my will the creator does so let's say P.S. After all outside behind the point behind a thought behind the plan nothing to say hands yourself there is such a technique cures from madness insane give a piece of clay and they say lepi create your self-portrait this is what Rembrandt did unable to stop for the Great Cold and the Great Nether must have a Meaning perhaps the Creator kept saying on this Last Day of Creation head was empty arms about this Last Day of Creation possibly He Who Created It All asked myself why is he all this what was primary about it Think or circumstances Spirit or Soul no no no nuances he told himself what comes first Spirit or Soul Think or Circumstances a Circumstances are they effect or cause Thought Reason or Reason Thought oh great despair of the Lord wanted to talk to someone hands did it yourself head was empty as if afraid of this Great Cold Void The Lord spoke all the time with whom with myself with clay they say he did so much and there is no one to talk to alone unbearably lonely since responsibility and pride of design were lost then what happened was a consequence attempts to cure who picked himself up inhaled this air Loneliness of the Creator after all why am i all this who needs it all well beautiful but is it created created what for and there is no one to talk to possibly clay bewildered answered or rather the Creator answered myself here you go you created all this what is it all this somehow need to put things in order name something and answered himself well name well add to one myriad other names So what so talking to myself not really paying attention what hands are doing never finished Lord fell asleep fell so to speak from fatigue fruitless dialogue With myself face in clay there was a Voice in the dream who called himself Logos so name it so decide what comes first Think or Circumstances Spirit or Soul only without nuances answer yourself the Creator what comes first Spirit or Soul Think or Circumstances and Circumstances are they effect or cause Thought Reason or Reason Thought unfinished cried all night like a child next to a sleeping mother roamed this Created maybe sometimes something scared him or surprised and Child woke up or rather tried to wake who made it his mother-father muttering something in a dream in general, there are days there are times when "FIELDS ENTER THE DOOR " our houses because “was my father like white gingerbread white shone good " "and now there is no nobody " there are times like this but you have to live means in spite of everything fill everything with Meaning Higher Sense for outside of this filling with Meaning Higher Sense There is no man he is a human desperate out of despair as a post scriptum after all as an afterword and should calm down sleeping under the tree Knowledge Creator crying bitterly in a dream asking the eternal childish question what for A man must turning words of likeness in Images proving to the desperate Creator that everything is not in vain that this is all that He is did well for created he is a human like a face print as Image and must generate the Image which means to fill everything around you with the meaning in spite of everything otherwise doom